Sigh

*sigh* why do i always have to be like this? i thought i have gotten over my issues-- of being too selfish, too self-pitiful, too possessive. and yet chilling reminders of what i have been continue to haunt me till now. perhaps i never really got to shake that layer of dust off of me after all.

*sigh* i enjoy your company. i treasure you. you're important to me. is this reciprocated? is this even right? are you even listening?

*sigh* it's cold. i'm all alone. where are you?